Feelings

There's this thing when you fall in love with someone.
When you leave all your past behind, and feel ready for the next step. You will always find fear. It will never give up until you're on the floor, crying and yelling loud that you don't want to live anymore.

Before that happens, you are happy. And feel that you will never get hurt again. You can touch the sky, because you already erase your past. You feel that it is destiny that is playing on your side, and not against you.

Little by little you start to destroy the rock involving your hearth, and surrender it to love. Again.
And it's weird that beating, that in time, you never felt.
You get your eyes open, you can smile once again, breath, laugh. feel.

No one else is going to hurt you anymore, no one else can destroy you.
Your life is getting restored once again. And you are so proud for being with someone that you deserve.


But when the dark side come...at least for one instant, all of that goes to shit. And blame yourself for destroy that rock. For falling in love again.

Love sucks, but we cannot live with out it.