The Fall

When life takes everything away from you, your friends, all that you ever wanted, everything that you build with blood in your hands. And you don't have a shoulder to rest your tears, or a comfortable voice to silence your cries, your life falls down.
You feel alone, and you start to scream so hard, so loud, until the last breath, "HELP!" , "Please, someone help me!"
But....no one listen.
you want love, but you can't find it.
You want to be happy again. Laugh like the way you used to. But you Can't.
Then, you reach the bottom. And no matter how hard you try, You can't leave it.

That's when you desperately search for friends, for anyone who in the past was always there for you.
That someone who, no matter what, he or she loved you. and was always by your side.
And by blindness, you betray that person.
Now, you recognize that it was the biggest mistake in your life.


I loved her...so much.
But now she's gone. And I cannot reach her. Not any more.

I'm so lost and confused. So angry, So Sad, decaying over and over again.

It feels like the fall from Alice, but this one never ends.
There's no clocks, there's no carpets, there's nothing!
It's the oblivion!

Everyday that pass I try to make thing's better. But there's no escape from this, I keep Falling.

But then, I realize this.
It was so simple, It was always right in front of me and I didn't see it! It was the solution to all of my problems!
Just say "To hell with it" And Keep Moving forward.
It's easy to say, but hard to do. But believe me, It is the only way.

Sometimes, shit must happened to see things clearly.
I was fooled over and over again by the same people.
The same shitty lame over and over.
No more, not anymore.
Make your own life, be everything what you want it to be.
The final solution to all of this problems, its to think in yourself.
Remember the past like something funny, and Keep moving forward.
Life doesn't end here.